Moving On

There have been times I spend to write these poems about you. I have thought there is really something between us, or else those dreams won’t occur. Well, it turns out, it is just a single-sided love. Still, why? Why did you keep appearing in my dreams those few years? However, it has been a year, since you last appeared in my dreams. I have chosen to go and leave you, hoping these feelings will somehow descend, but.. do you know? My heart still skips a beat when see you from far away after half-a-year apart. I have hoped these feelings will stop. Fortunately, I think they finally do.

“You can’t stop your feelings for your misery-single sided love, but only until that person knows about your feelings.”- Hae Soo, A Gentleman’s Dignity

Things happen. It’s not me who changes, but your actions have made me think other wise. I know I have wasted a lot of time thinking about things that can never happen. I think I should stop. Most my poems and compositions are about you.

You might not even know, how hard I have been trying to hide these feelings for you. Luckily enough, I’m not there to see your reactions.

And yes, you are my first love. It’s not something too painful. Actually, it hurts so much, but for like a while, and I rather endure those miseries for a while and move on than endure the same thing for the last two years. That pain I receive is unexpecting short, and then I find myself ready to open my heart up for someone better, someone who actually likes me back.

Lastly, I just want to say thank you! Even though the dreams start everything, but you have made my feelings a little bit stronger, my heart beats a little bit faster. You have made me shyly peak through the curtain of love. It hurts, but my gratitude is more.

For you, I’m just one of your classmates in freshman year, but for me, you used to be everything.

I used to like you. I used to love you. But you know what, I can finally confidently announce, that I have moved on from you.

September 1st 2017

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